What local newspaper/magazine publications do you read?
The Peace Corps will be sending them a press release regarding my service, so let me know and keep an eye out!
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Christmas, friends!
Thought this was quite possibly the best song to listen to right now - can't get enough of these 80's songs right now!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Am I ready? This online quiz says yes, so I must be.
I lamely took an online quiz to determine if I was ready for the Peace Corps.
The results can be found here.
Take it here!
The results can be found here.
Take it here!
Sunday, December 19, 2010
More Malawian Culture
I'm really digging this Malawi Music Festival idea - they put Malawi on the map and they donate to UNICEF - definitely going when I get to my hub:
Malawi Music Festival and Esau Mwamwaya
Malawi Music Festival and Esau Mwamwaya
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Snail Mail
Check out this video of Mary Ann Camp, a health volunteer in Malawi:
Yes, you heard correctly. It will take at least a month for me to receive mail.
Yikes!
Yes, you heard correctly. It will take at least a month for me to receive mail.
Yikes!
Friday, December 10, 2010
Hey, Teacher!
Check this out, educators - an opportunity to receive letters from a quirky, fun-loving, charming, adorable Peace Corps volunteer (that would be me)!
What exactly am I talking about? Click this link for more info: Correspondence Match Handbook
I am a huge advocate for educating global issues & I kinda have a thing for snail mail, so you better believe I am in love with this whole concept. Please indicate on the Enrollment Form that you would like yours truly as your Peace Corps correspondent and I promise to write you and your students once a month.
Special thanks to Mrs. Wilson's class for their excitment and support for my 27 months in Malawi! I look forward to sharing my adventures with you!
It's free. It's engaging. I am ready to be your Peace Corps Correspondent right now, so let's get to it.
Sign up, now! It just takes a few minutes: Coverdell Worldwise Schools
What exactly am I talking about? Click this link for more info: Correspondence Match Handbook
I am a huge advocate for educating global issues & I kinda have a thing for snail mail, so you better believe I am in love with this whole concept. Please indicate on the Enrollment Form that you would like yours truly as your Peace Corps correspondent and I promise to write you and your students once a month.
Special thanks to Mrs. Wilson's class for their excitment and support for my 27 months in Malawi! I look forward to sharing my adventures with you!
It's free. It's engaging. I am ready to be your Peace Corps Correspondent right now, so let's get to it.
Sign up, now! It just takes a few minutes: Coverdell Worldwise Schools
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
What I have researched so far...
I'm pretty sure Malawi was one of the "hope you don't get sent there" countries. Well, I've done my own research.
The Peace Corps "getaway kit" (as Jason likes to call it) is filled with extensive information. This is what I read the past few nights. I still have several more brochures to go through.
Clothing:
Dark clothes preferable, as the roads are dusty and nothing really stays clean. Women should wear long skirts, however one volunteer said women are okay wearing pants and could even go running in her village! Not sure what to expect at this point. When it comes down to working in the village, long dresses are key.
Communication between me and you:
Internet
There are internet cafes in the three major cities. There probably won't be internet access in the village that I stay in. Computers are available at Peace Corps office and Peace Corps respite houses, as well as the major cities.
Cell Phones
Cell service is expensive and limited. It's almost pointless to have a cell phone. There are Peace Corps respite houses in Bantyre and Mzuzu where I can make phone calls.
Snail Mail
Writing letters is best. If sending packages, keep it small and use a padded envelope. Number all letters. Mail can take up to three weeks.
Transportation:
I get a Peace Corps-issued bike! It's a men's style bike, which is difficult to ride in a skirt, so shorts under long skirts are important for bike-riding. And for long trips, they have public buses, which are actually small pickup trucks loaded with people and goods. Volunteers are not allowed to drive or operate motor vehicles.
Language:
Chichewa. Say what?! And yes, I will have to learn it. Does Rosetta Stone offer language training in Chichewa? No. Since the country is a former British colony, English is an official language. However, it is not spoken outside major cities. So, yes, Chichewa it is. During pre-service training, I will have an experienced Malawian instructor teaching me five days a week. I will have ample classroom time and will also have assignments outside of the classroom.
Food:
Rice, beans, fruits and veggies - all locally grown. I will probably eat better there than I do here! The staple food is corn and it is typically prepared as a thick porridge called nsima. It is eaten with vegetables or beans.
Water:
Water will likely come from a well. Peace Corps will provide water sanitation products for me. I probably won't have running water and I will have to walk to the nearest spigot in the village. Cold sponge baths only.
Training:
Pre-service training lasts 2.5 months and includes: technical training, cross-cultural training, language instruction, personal health and safety training, and the role of the volunteer in development. The bulk of the training takes place in the community, where I will live with a Malawian family and work in villages and schools. Further training is conducted throughout my two years.
Site Placement:
Volunteers are posted to far north in Chitpa to far south in Nsanje. They will be posted any where from a half hour to three days from the capital city. Closeness to fellow volunteers varies from site to site and sometimes the nearest neighbor may be a VSO (British) or JICA (Japanese) volunteer. Volunteers are almost exclusively posted to rural areas. Site placement is made during the training period after the staff has had an opportunity to evaluate individual capabilities and strengths. They are determined primarily by work-related needs.
Housing:
Housing can vary from mud houses with either thatch or tin roofs to fired brick houses with tin roofs. Housing will include basics, such as a bed, table and chairs, but not much more. Each volunteer will receive an allowance to purchase needed "settling-in" items. Most volunteers hire someone to help with housework, including cooking.
Living Allowance:
I will be paid in local currency and I will make as much as the average person in my village makes. Currently, the living allowance is equal to $120 a month. The allowance is for food, utilities, household items, clothing, recreation and entertainment. I also get 48 days of paid vacation (an additional $24 per month).
Health:
Peace Corps offers great medical care - I don't need to worry about bringing half of CVS with me - they supply anything I would need. Peace Corps medical programs emphasize prevention, but they maintain a clinic with two full-time medical officers in Malawi. If I become seriously ill, I will be transported to a facility in the region that meets U.S. standards.
I will receive Malaria pills to be taken daily and I will be vaccinated against Hep A and B, Meningitis, tetanus, typhoid and rabies. I will receive a medical handbook and first-aid kit, as well as feminine hygiene products.
Safety:
Motor vehicle accidents are the greatest cause of injury or death to volunteers. Crime is somewhat high, but you just have to be cautious. Peace Corps keeps volunteers updated on any issues and I will receive safety training during the first 2.5 months.
Seasons:
Rainy Season - November to April (heaviest December thru March)
In June, July, August - the temperature will range from 35 degrees F (in higher elevations) to 65 degrees F (near Lake Malawi)
Hottest months are October, November, December - the temperature will range from 70 degrees F (in higher elevations) to 90 degrees F (in lower elevations)
Projects:
I will either be working with a Malawian government project or with NGOs. I will probably work in a clinic, promoting healthy living, teaching prevention, specifically HIV/AIDS. For many years, Peace Corps/Malawi had the only stand-alone HIV/AIDS project in the Peace Corps.
Social Activities:
The Malawians:
Warm and generous! Malawi is Africa's most densely populated countries with a population of about 12 million and a land size equal to Indiana. Lilongwe is the capital and it has grown to roughly 500,000 people. Female volunteers need to meet extremely conservative attitudes regarding gender equality. Women and men are not considered "adults" until they marry and have children.
The Country:
Breathtaking views! The name Malawi comes from the sunlight reflecting of the beautiful Lake Malawi - it means "flaming waters." Lake Malawi is 380 miles long (larger than the state of New Hampshire) and is Africa's third largest lake - Malawi's tourist attraction. The major exports are tobacco, tea and sugar and consist of 70% of the country's earnings. The local currency is Kwacha and it is equal to135.465 kwacha to 1 U.S. dollar.
However, they have a weak infrastructure where poverty and hunger are common, crime and corruption are rampant and, of course, HIV/AIDS.
Past Volunteers:
Over 2,300 Americans have served in Malawi and currently there are about 100 volunteers working in the health, education and environment sectors.
So, a two year commitment to serve in the Peace Corps is not made casually.
The Peace Corps "getaway kit" (as Jason likes to call it) is filled with extensive information. This is what I read the past few nights. I still have several more brochures to go through.
Clothing:
Dark clothes preferable, as the roads are dusty and nothing really stays clean. Women should wear long skirts, however one volunteer said women are okay wearing pants and could even go running in her village! Not sure what to expect at this point. When it comes down to working in the village, long dresses are key.
Communication between me and you:
Internet
There are internet cafes in the three major cities. There probably won't be internet access in the village that I stay in. Computers are available at Peace Corps office and Peace Corps respite houses, as well as the major cities.
Cell Phones
Cell service is expensive and limited. It's almost pointless to have a cell phone. There are Peace Corps respite houses in Bantyre and Mzuzu where I can make phone calls.
Snail Mail
Writing letters is best. If sending packages, keep it small and use a padded envelope. Number all letters. Mail can take up to three weeks.
Transportation:
I get a Peace Corps-issued bike! It's a men's style bike, which is difficult to ride in a skirt, so shorts under long skirts are important for bike-riding. And for long trips, they have public buses, which are actually small pickup trucks loaded with people and goods. Volunteers are not allowed to drive or operate motor vehicles.
Language:
Chichewa. Say what?! And yes, I will have to learn it. Does Rosetta Stone offer language training in Chichewa? No. Since the country is a former British colony, English is an official language. However, it is not spoken outside major cities. So, yes, Chichewa it is. During pre-service training, I will have an experienced Malawian instructor teaching me five days a week. I will have ample classroom time and will also have assignments outside of the classroom.
Food:
Rice, beans, fruits and veggies - all locally grown. I will probably eat better there than I do here! The staple food is corn and it is typically prepared as a thick porridge called nsima. It is eaten with vegetables or beans.
Water:
Water will likely come from a well. Peace Corps will provide water sanitation products for me. I probably won't have running water and I will have to walk to the nearest spigot in the village. Cold sponge baths only.
Training:
Pre-service training lasts 2.5 months and includes: technical training, cross-cultural training, language instruction, personal health and safety training, and the role of the volunteer in development. The bulk of the training takes place in the community, where I will live with a Malawian family and work in villages and schools. Further training is conducted throughout my two years.
Site Placement:
Volunteers are posted to far north in Chitpa to far south in Nsanje. They will be posted any where from a half hour to three days from the capital city. Closeness to fellow volunteers varies from site to site and sometimes the nearest neighbor may be a VSO (British) or JICA (Japanese) volunteer. Volunteers are almost exclusively posted to rural areas. Site placement is made during the training period after the staff has had an opportunity to evaluate individual capabilities and strengths. They are determined primarily by work-related needs.
Housing:
Housing can vary from mud houses with either thatch or tin roofs to fired brick houses with tin roofs. Housing will include basics, such as a bed, table and chairs, but not much more. Each volunteer will receive an allowance to purchase needed "settling-in" items. Most volunteers hire someone to help with housework, including cooking.
Living Allowance:
I will be paid in local currency and I will make as much as the average person in my village makes. Currently, the living allowance is equal to $120 a month. The allowance is for food, utilities, household items, clothing, recreation and entertainment. I also get 48 days of paid vacation (an additional $24 per month).
Health:
Peace Corps offers great medical care - I don't need to worry about bringing half of CVS with me - they supply anything I would need. Peace Corps medical programs emphasize prevention, but they maintain a clinic with two full-time medical officers in Malawi. If I become seriously ill, I will be transported to a facility in the region that meets U.S. standards.
I will receive Malaria pills to be taken daily and I will be vaccinated against Hep A and B, Meningitis, tetanus, typhoid and rabies. I will receive a medical handbook and first-aid kit, as well as feminine hygiene products.
Safety:
Motor vehicle accidents are the greatest cause of injury or death to volunteers. Crime is somewhat high, but you just have to be cautious. Peace Corps keeps volunteers updated on any issues and I will receive safety training during the first 2.5 months.
Seasons:
Rainy Season - November to April (heaviest December thru March)
In June, July, August - the temperature will range from 35 degrees F (in higher elevations) to 65 degrees F (near Lake Malawi)
Hottest months are October, November, December - the temperature will range from 70 degrees F (in higher elevations) to 90 degrees F (in lower elevations)
Projects:
I will either be working with a Malawian government project or with NGOs. I will probably work in a clinic, promoting healthy living, teaching prevention, specifically HIV/AIDS. For many years, Peace Corps/Malawi had the only stand-alone HIV/AIDS project in the Peace Corps.
Social Activities:
- Reading by candlelight
- Short-wave radios to listen to international broadcasts
- Visiting other volunteers on weekends
- Enjoying and learning about the village
The Malawians:
Warm and generous! Malawi is Africa's most densely populated countries with a population of about 12 million and a land size equal to Indiana. Lilongwe is the capital and it has grown to roughly 500,000 people. Female volunteers need to meet extremely conservative attitudes regarding gender equality. Women and men are not considered "adults" until they marry and have children.
The Country:
Breathtaking views! The name Malawi comes from the sunlight reflecting of the beautiful Lake Malawi - it means "flaming waters." Lake Malawi is 380 miles long (larger than the state of New Hampshire) and is Africa's third largest lake - Malawi's tourist attraction. The major exports are tobacco, tea and sugar and consist of 70% of the country's earnings. The local currency is Kwacha and it is equal to135.465 kwacha to 1 U.S. dollar.
However, they have a weak infrastructure where poverty and hunger are common, crime and corruption are rampant and, of course, HIV/AIDS.
Past Volunteers:
Over 2,300 Americans have served in Malawi and currently there are about 100 volunteers working in the health, education and environment sectors.
So, a two year commitment to serve in the Peace Corps is not made casually.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
"So what have you been up to?"
Ohh, nothin' much. Just studying my Chichewa, updating my resume and aspiration statement, applying for a Peace Corps passport, completing student loan deferment paperwork, confirming dental clearance, reading my Peace Corps Handbook as well as massive amounts of literature about anything Malawian, packing and purchasing necessities, and saying good-byes.
Oh, and soaking up as much 'Merican culture as I can. I want to make lots of memories these last 100 days to keep me going through the next two years.
Oh, and soaking up as much 'Merican culture as I can. I want to make lots of memories these last 100 days to keep me going through the next two years.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Words of advice to my former, younger self
Dear Kathi (ten days ago),
Maybe you shouldn't wait until the last minute to write your aspiration statement and resume for the Peace Corps. It's due in 40 minutes.
Good luck, procrastinator.
Love,
Kathi (real time)
Maybe you shouldn't wait until the last minute to write your aspiration statement and resume for the Peace Corps. It's due in 40 minutes.
Good luck, procrastinator.
Love,
Kathi (real time)
Monday, November 15, 2010
A Great Ghanian Nobel Peace Prize winner once said...
"To live is to choose. But to choose well, you must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go and why you want to get there." -Kofi Annan
Sunday, November 14, 2010
William Kamkwamba, take 2
Remember this Ted Talk I shared with you? Well, William was back at a Ted conference 2 years later. Even more inspiring!
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Music from Malawi
Checking out some of the sweet tunes in Malawi - both traditional and popular. I can't help but be inspired...and so psyched to jam with these people! I think music is the international language. Even if you don't understand the words, you can still feel the emotion behind it.
Unfortunately, I have not seen many drum circles from Malawi on the YouTube - however I do like to shake it like a salt shaker.
Music from a village:
This guy has a few youtube videos where he documents his trip to Malawi and the music he discovers and shares there.
A music festival based in Malawi - I look forward to attending next October:
Unfortunately, I have not seen many drum circles from Malawi on the YouTube - however I do like to shake it like a salt shaker.
Music from a village:
This guy has a few youtube videos where he documents his trip to Malawi and the music he discovers and shares there.
A music festival based in Malawi - I look forward to attending next October:
Friday, November 12, 2010
send me love letters...lots and lots!
Everything I have read so far has really stressed the importance of letter-writing. Since mail is exceptionally slow (it can take anywhere from 3-6 weeks for something to get to the destination) you should start writing me now.
My address (for the first 3 months):
Kathi Ackerman, PCT
Peace Corps
P.O. Box 208
Lilongwe, Malawi
My address (for the first 3 months):
Kathi Ackerman, PCT
Peace Corps
P.O. Box 208
Lilongwe, Malawi
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Invite Accepted!
I, Katherine Ackerman, am accepting my invitation to serve as a Community Health Advisor Peace Corps Volunteer in Malawi, departing February 24, 2011.
I hereby certify that I have read the Volunteer Assignment Description, Online Welcome Book, and Core Expectations and agree to abide by the policies therein.
Yep, I officially just accepted my invitation.
I hereby certify that I have read the Volunteer Assignment Description, Online Welcome Book, and Core Expectations and agree to abide by the policies therein.
Yep, I officially just accepted my invitation.
Stories from Malawi
Another Ted Talk - completely inspiring - this kid built a windmill out of spare parts for his family in Malawi. He was 14:
Next book on my list: "The Boy who Harnessed the Wind"
Next book on my list: "The Boy who Harnessed the Wind"
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
If you had less than 100 days...
My friend John just reminded me that I have less than 100 days until I leave. Whoa. I have so much to do and so much I want to see and soak in before I leave! I've already started making lists and checking them twice. This is probably the last time I will have complete control over anything in my life.
We're not in limbo anymore...we're on the other side with time limits, deadlines and paperwork!
We're not in limbo anymore...we're on the other side with time limits, deadlines and paperwork!
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
What's happening February 24th?
I work with Susan in the evenings. She is probably the most amazing person I have met while living in Maryland. She reminds me of my Grandma Nate - maybe that's why I love her so much.
Uncle Jason's text caused me so much anxiety. There I was, sitting at work, tapping my foot, waiting for 7:30 to roll around, as my invitation sat on the dining room table. Susan finally said it: "Go home. Go home right now, I can't stand it anymore, my stomach is in knots." So I sped through town, racing to get to my house. I found the greatest package in the entire world sitting on the table. I wrapped my arms around it, ran back to my car and drove back to work (couldn't just ditch out on my shift!) and opened it with Susan.
I was overwhelmed, as you can see I am geeking out at this madness. I have waited 14 months and 13 days for this. And here it is. And now...now the wait is over and suddenly I have to move to another continent and learn a different language and somehow people are going to trust me.
I eagerly wrote a note for my boss, who has a decent sense of humor, but I'm pretty sure I'm going to get a phone call at 7:30 tomorrow morning from her to make sure I really am just kidding about quitting.
For now, I have a huge packet of information that I need to read. I have 7 days to accept or decline this invite (Are you kidding me?? Accept!). But if for some reason I choose not to go, there is almost no chance of me getting selected again for a different country (Even more reason to accept!).
Okay, now I need to go find Malawi on a map and learn as much as I can before I get dropped off. Let's refer back to my shower curtain.
Wow, is this really happening? I have so much to do - mental preparation is a must!
As I was driving home from work, full of relief and hope and a mixture of happiness and sadness, I couldn't help but think of my Grandma Nate. I wish I could call her to tell her where I was going. I wish I could hear her tell me to be careful and to have fun. I wish she could give me one last hug so I could be on my way.
On a lighter note...I'm going to Malawi on February 24, 2011!
Uncle Jason's text caused me so much anxiety. There I was, sitting at work, tapping my foot, waiting for 7:30 to roll around, as my invitation sat on the dining room table. Susan finally said it: "Go home. Go home right now, I can't stand it anymore, my stomach is in knots." So I sped through town, racing to get to my house. I found the greatest package in the entire world sitting on the table. I wrapped my arms around it, ran back to my car and drove back to work (couldn't just ditch out on my shift!) and opened it with Susan.
I was overwhelmed, as you can see I am geeking out at this madness. I have waited 14 months and 13 days for this. And here it is. And now...now the wait is over and suddenly I have to move to another continent and learn a different language and somehow people are going to trust me.
I eagerly wrote a note for my boss, who has a decent sense of humor, but I'm pretty sure I'm going to get a phone call at 7:30 tomorrow morning from her to make sure I really am just kidding about quitting.
For now, I have a huge packet of information that I need to read. I have 7 days to accept or decline this invite (Are you kidding me?? Accept!). But if for some reason I choose not to go, there is almost no chance of me getting selected again for a different country (Even more reason to accept!).
Okay, now I need to go find Malawi on a map and learn as much as I can before I get dropped off. Let's refer back to my shower curtain.
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| Okay, so here is Africa. Lookin' good. I like it... |
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| Now let's zoom into the southern part of Africa. Nice, I see you Malawi. Beautiful. |
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| There she is! Malawi! Right in-between Zambia, Mozambique and Tanzania. Talk about location, location, location! |
Wow, is this really happening? I have so much to do - mental preparation is a must!
As I was driving home from work, full of relief and hope and a mixture of happiness and sadness, I couldn't help but think of my Grandma Nate. I wish I could call her to tell her where I was going. I wish I could hear her tell me to be careful and to have fun. I wish she could give me one last hug so I could be on my way.
On a lighter note...I'm going to Malawi on February 24, 2011!
It's here!
"It's here" - text message from Uncle Jason at 3:30 pm.
At first I thought he was referring to his baby - as in the one that he and my aunt are having, due in December.
But I was mistaken - he responded with, "Peace Corps Getaway Kit"
My invitation is waiting at the house...oh please, oh please, can this day go faster? I need to know right now!
At first I thought he was referring to his baby - as in the one that he and my aunt are having, due in December.
But I was mistaken - he responded with, "Peace Corps Getaway Kit"
My invitation is waiting at the house...oh please, oh please, can this day go faster? I need to know right now!
Monday, November 08, 2010
Peace Corps Polls
I know everything about the Peace Corps website. Check my Internet history - I know every page and I read it every day to see if anything has changed. Slight exaggeration, but almost true.
So I find it cute where there is something interactive on the website. Something to bide time as you're waiting (not so very patiently) for a certain invitation. On the sidebar, there is a little poll that you can take...I thought I would share...to bide more time before that invite gets here.
I can only pick one? Well, professional is just about a guarantee - I've wanted to go into international health since I was 13, I think. So going to a third world country is obviously going to be valuable. But what I'm looking forward to the most is the cultural experience. I honestly cannot wait to live some place new and different. I don't want to bring the U.S. to that country (why corrupt simplicity?) but of course some values regarding education and health will be intertwined and a huge benefit. And it's even better with a Kathi spin (look at me being all conceited - we shall see when I'm over there crying in the fetal position).
Are you nervous to begin your service?
Yes
No
Honestly? No. Not at all. And that makes me nervous that I'm not nervous. I try to be nervous, but I think it's somewhere deep inside that I can't really reach. It's masked by my excitement and need for a change. I'm sure I'll be nervous as the bus is pulling away, leaving me to my own devices. Maybe it just hasn't hit me yet.
If you have service, do you plan to use a mobile phone during your service?
Yes
No
Oddly enough, no. I've been on so many alternative spring break mission trips and I found that I got the most out of these trips when my cell phone didn't work and I couldn't call home or answer calls from anyone else. I'm looking forward to being out of touch. Of course, I will call home when I can, but I am truly looking forward to the day my cell phone gets shut off so I can do what I need to do.
How soon are you ready to go?
1-4 months
4-8 months
8-12 months
more than 1 year
1-4 months, baby! Let's go, let's go, let's go! I think I answered this question the same way a year and a half ago. Seriously, maybe closer to 4 months, just so I can be sure to get a few things in order (financially) and say good-bye (I'm hoping for a one-month tour to say good-bye to loved ones...but they happen to be spread across the country, so it might be a micro-tour).
What aspect of American culture will you miss the most?
Food
Film
Television
Music
This was tough. Initially, I felt that I would miss nothing! Obviously this is not true, but maybe with these options "nothing" could be a possible answer. I wouldn't say television, since I grew up without a TV and there is honestly nothing of substance on anyway. I feel the same about film. The greatest movies I have seen recently were the obscure documentaries I borrowed from the library. I'm pretty sure I can catch up on the Hollywood blockbusters when I get home. Music...maybe, but I truly dig classic rock so that will always be around. I don't think I will feel like I missed out on life when Katy Perry comes out with her next big hit ("Peace Corps Gurlz" would be a sensation around the world, without a doubt). Luckily music exists everywhere in some form, I will not be deprived of melody and I'm extremely open to new music. I guess food, maybe. I like eating. I like eating all kinds of different food. So maybe the lack of diversity in my diet will be a bummer. But I don't necessarily love American cuisine (What is that, anyway? Burgers, Starbucks and pizza? Yeah, I won't miss that.)
So that was fun, was it not? Oh boy, I'm getting anxious. I feel like I'm talking to myself all the time. I can't wait to blog about something important. That will be cool.
So I find it cute where there is something interactive on the website. Something to bide time as you're waiting (not so very patiently) for a certain invitation. On the sidebar, there is a little poll that you can take...I thought I would share...to bide more time before that invite gets here.
What do you think is the most valuable part of being a Peace Corps Volunteer?
The cultural experience
The professional experience
The professional experience
I can only pick one? Well, professional is just about a guarantee - I've wanted to go into international health since I was 13, I think. So going to a third world country is obviously going to be valuable. But what I'm looking forward to the most is the cultural experience. I honestly cannot wait to live some place new and different. I don't want to bring the U.S. to that country (why corrupt simplicity?) but of course some values regarding education and health will be intertwined and a huge benefit. And it's even better with a Kathi spin (look at me being all conceited - we shall see when I'm over there crying in the fetal position).
Are you nervous to begin your service?
Yes
No
Honestly? No. Not at all. And that makes me nervous that I'm not nervous. I try to be nervous, but I think it's somewhere deep inside that I can't really reach. It's masked by my excitement and need for a change. I'm sure I'll be nervous as the bus is pulling away, leaving me to my own devices. Maybe it just hasn't hit me yet.
If you have service, do you plan to use a mobile phone during your service?
Yes
No
Oddly enough, no. I've been on so many alternative spring break mission trips and I found that I got the most out of these trips when my cell phone didn't work and I couldn't call home or answer calls from anyone else. I'm looking forward to being out of touch. Of course, I will call home when I can, but I am truly looking forward to the day my cell phone gets shut off so I can do what I need to do.
How soon are you ready to go?
1-4 months
4-8 months
8-12 months
more than 1 year
1-4 months, baby! Let's go, let's go, let's go! I think I answered this question the same way a year and a half ago. Seriously, maybe closer to 4 months, just so I can be sure to get a few things in order (financially) and say good-bye (I'm hoping for a one-month tour to say good-bye to loved ones...but they happen to be spread across the country, so it might be a micro-tour).
What aspect of American culture will you miss the most?
Food
Film
Television
Music
This was tough. Initially, I felt that I would miss nothing! Obviously this is not true, but maybe with these options "nothing" could be a possible answer. I wouldn't say television, since I grew up without a TV and there is honestly nothing of substance on anyway. I feel the same about film. The greatest movies I have seen recently were the obscure documentaries I borrowed from the library. I'm pretty sure I can catch up on the Hollywood blockbusters when I get home. Music...maybe, but I truly dig classic rock so that will always be around. I don't think I will feel like I missed out on life when Katy Perry comes out with her next big hit ("Peace Corps Gurlz" would be a sensation around the world, without a doubt). Luckily music exists everywhere in some form, I will not be deprived of melody and I'm extremely open to new music. I guess food, maybe. I like eating. I like eating all kinds of different food. So maybe the lack of diversity in my diet will be a bummer. But I don't necessarily love American cuisine (What is that, anyway? Burgers, Starbucks and pizza? Yeah, I won't miss that.)
So that was fun, was it not? Oh boy, I'm getting anxious. I feel like I'm talking to myself all the time. I can't wait to blog about something important. That will be cool.
Sunday, November 07, 2010
The light at the end of the tunnel...
Okay, a couple things:
1) Peace Corps, can you please not tease me with an e-mail stating that I will be getting my invitation soon? That's all I've been thinking about all day long. My day was not productive in the slightest, as I day-dreamed about my dung hut and eating bugs for dinner.
2) Postal Service, why don't you deliver mail faster? Why don't you work on Sundays?
3) Oh and here's a doozie: Am I really ready for this?
1) Peace Corps, can you please not tease me with an e-mail stating that I will be getting my invitation soon? That's all I've been thinking about all day long. My day was not productive in the slightest, as I day-dreamed about my dung hut and eating bugs for dinner.
2) Postal Service, why don't you deliver mail faster? Why don't you work on Sundays?
3) Oh and here's a doozie: Am I really ready for this?
"I hope you don't get sent there"
Every time I have told someone that the Peace Corps is sending me some place in Africa, they ask where (of course...I mean, Africa is a mighty large continent) and I respond, "I don't know," because for now (just a few more days!) I really don't know
Then the person I am speaking to usually proceeds to tell me, "Well, I hope you don't get sent to [please insert any of the countries in Africa] because that place is bad" and I ask if they have ever been and most answers are "No, but my friend's cousin's neighbor's landlord went and said it was awful."
Oh yes, of course, a true expert on that country.
Guess what? I'm not going to a beach resort and I'm not going there to be a tourist. I'm not going to be in a war zone. I'm going to be well-protected - I mean, I hope. The Peace Corps is a legit organization and has been for 50 years. I think they know what they're doing.
I just really wonder what people think the Peace Corps is all about. Do they think I'm going on vacation? And do they think telling me that some "country is just awful" is going to ease my concerns?
Oh silly, silly. Soon I will be able to say with gumption, "I am going to [insert any African country here], Africa and there is no indoor plumbing and no one speaks English and you know what? I can't wait!"
Then the person I am speaking to usually proceeds to tell me, "Well, I hope you don't get sent to [please insert any of the countries in Africa] because that place is bad" and I ask if they have ever been and most answers are "No, but my friend's cousin's neighbor's landlord went and said it was awful."
Oh yes, of course, a true expert on that country.
Guess what? I'm not going to a beach resort and I'm not going there to be a tourist. I'm not going to be in a war zone. I'm going to be well-protected - I mean, I hope. The Peace Corps is a legit organization and has been for 50 years. I think they know what they're doing.
I just really wonder what people think the Peace Corps is all about. Do they think I'm going on vacation? And do they think telling me that some "country is just awful" is going to ease my concerns?
Oh silly, silly. Soon I will be able to say with gumption, "I am going to [insert any African country here], Africa and there is no indoor plumbing and no one speaks English and you know what? I can't wait!"
Saturday, November 06, 2010
Status Update (only good news from here!)
Another e-mail from Peace Corps?!
My status has been updated again. Oh this can only mean good news - we're on the home-stretch! I logged into my account to find:
"Peace Corps sent you an invitation kit on November 5, 2010. Within 10 days of receiving your kit, please call us regarding your decision to accept or decline our invitation. If we do not hear from you within this period, the assignment may be offered to another applicant."
This is it, guys. Within the next few days I will know exactly where I am going (as long as I say 'yes') which I'm pretty sure, after all these months of waiting, that I am going to say yes.
Inside that envelope they are sending me is an invitation. On that invitation is the name of a country. That country is where I will be going.
Can we feel the gravity of this? The decision has been made!
I'm nervous, I'm shaky! I can't believe it's so close! THIS IS IT! THIS IS IT!
Well, it will be "it" when the postal service delivers that letter.
My status has been updated again. Oh this can only mean good news - we're on the home-stretch! I logged into my account to find:
"Peace Corps sent you an invitation kit on November 5, 2010. Within 10 days of receiving your kit, please call us regarding your decision to accept or decline our invitation. If we do not hear from you within this period, the assignment may be offered to another applicant."
This is it, guys. Within the next few days I will know exactly where I am going (as long as I say 'yes') which I'm pretty sure, after all these months of waiting, that I am going to say yes.
Inside that envelope they are sending me is an invitation. On that invitation is the name of a country. That country is where I will be going.
Can we feel the gravity of this? The decision has been made!
I'm nervous, I'm shaky! I can't believe it's so close! THIS IS IT! THIS IS IT!
Well, it will be "it" when the postal service delivers that letter.
Friday, November 05, 2010
Back in Sierra Leone
I'm a nerd, but I love NBC Nightly News. That Brian Williams gets me every time. You could call it a crush...yes, a one-sided love affair.
advice for anyone getting their wisdom teeth out
So the wisdom teeth extraction was not nearly as dramatic as I had anticipated. Although I tried to hype it up with video footage of me coming off the anesthesia and photos of my lumpy cheeks, I will say this to anyone getting out their wisdom teeth (and I will not lie): It's not so bad.
Every person who tells you that it is horrible, awful, excruciatingly painful is being excessively whiny. Granted, it's NOT a walk in the park and I would NOT do it again just for kicks. But I did get 'er done and now we can move on to bigger and better things...I'm still waiting, Peace Corps. I'm still here. Waiting.
1) Anesthesia was a good decision, I guess. I have nothing to compare it to, but waking up seconds after falling asleep was cool. I like mystery.
2) Soup and yogurt are your friends for the next 10 days. Just accept it. And don't rush the food thing - your jaw will throb if you chew too soon. I kept thinking I was big and bad and ate solids too many times too soon. Eating is my favorite pastime and it was taken away for far too long. You will probably lose 6 pounds in a week and your stomach will yearn for real food. It's okay, hang in there.
3) Ask the dentist if you can keep your teeth before the anesthesia. I forgot to ask mine and I regret it every day.
4) Follow directions, your surgeon has your best interest in mind, I promise. Ice that cheek, heat that jaw, sleep sitting up, take those pills and you will be a happy camper in a matter of days.
You can do it. I promise.
You're welcome for the wisdom teeth advice.
Every person who tells you that it is horrible, awful, excruciatingly painful is being excessively whiny. Granted, it's NOT a walk in the park and I would NOT do it again just for kicks. But I did get 'er done and now we can move on to bigger and better things...I'm still waiting, Peace Corps. I'm still here. Waiting.
1) Anesthesia was a good decision, I guess. I have nothing to compare it to, but waking up seconds after falling asleep was cool. I like mystery.
2) Soup and yogurt are your friends for the next 10 days. Just accept it. And don't rush the food thing - your jaw will throb if you chew too soon. I kept thinking I was big and bad and ate solids too many times too soon. Eating is my favorite pastime and it was taken away for far too long. You will probably lose 6 pounds in a week and your stomach will yearn for real food. It's okay, hang in there.
3) Ask the dentist if you can keep your teeth before the anesthesia. I forgot to ask mine and I regret it every day.
4) Follow directions, your surgeon has your best interest in mind, I promise. Ice that cheek, heat that jaw, sleep sitting up, take those pills and you will be a happy camper in a matter of days.
You can do it. I promise.
You're welcome for the wisdom teeth advice.
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
Nine Hills to Nambonkaha: Two Years in the Heart of an African Village
My friend Margaret has always been extremely supportive in most of my decisions (I say most because there have been numerous times when she has been my conscious and I've had to step back from a situation to see it from her perspective to truly grasp that she does have my better interest at heart). My decision to join the Peace Corps was no exception of her support.
A fellow traveler, fresh off the plane from a year teaching English in Korea, Margaret has been nothing but helpful in my journey to get to Africa. I am most grateful for her packing advice - there are so many things I would forget or take for granted. Mostly hygienic products and a few clothing items.
For my birthday this year, she ordered me a book about the Peace Corps and wrote the sweetest inscription inside (I will keep that for myself, though).
A truly inspiring book about this girl who joins the Peace Corps and is sent to a remote village in Africa to work as a healthcare worker. Sound familiar? I was in awe over this girl's patience, creativity and ability to come up with such long-lasting projects in the village. I hope (I hope, I hope, I hope!) that I can be as strong as she. Her experience sounds so amazing - she helped deliver babies and convinced an entire village to look into birth control and broke so many archaic stereotypes and voodoo principles in one little town. It was incredible. Two years. That's it. She was amazing.
Anyway, excellent read, even if you're not interested in the Peace Corps. It's an inspiring book either way and won a few editor's choice awards.
Thanks, Margaret! And if anyone else would like some book advice, turn to my dear, sweet friend. She works at a library and she knows best.
A fellow traveler, fresh off the plane from a year teaching English in Korea, Margaret has been nothing but helpful in my journey to get to Africa. I am most grateful for her packing advice - there are so many things I would forget or take for granted. Mostly hygienic products and a few clothing items.
For my birthday this year, she ordered me a book about the Peace Corps and wrote the sweetest inscription inside (I will keep that for myself, though).
Nine Hills to Nambonkaha: Two Years in the Heart of an African Village
by Sarah Erdman
A truly inspiring book about this girl who joins the Peace Corps and is sent to a remote village in Africa to work as a healthcare worker. Sound familiar? I was in awe over this girl's patience, creativity and ability to come up with such long-lasting projects in the village. I hope (I hope, I hope, I hope!) that I can be as strong as she. Her experience sounds so amazing - she helped deliver babies and convinced an entire village to look into birth control and broke so many archaic stereotypes and voodoo principles in one little town. It was incredible. Two years. That's it. She was amazing.
Anyway, excellent read, even if you're not interested in the Peace Corps. It's an inspiring book either way and won a few editor's choice awards.
Thanks, Margaret! And if anyone else would like some book advice, turn to my dear, sweet friend. She works at a library and she knows best.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
FAQ
As in: Funny Asked Questions
I have been asked every question under the sun. Some questions I can answer and some are too complicated to answer. These are the ones that have made me laugh the hardest. I guess some people don't understand the premise of Peace Corps. I set them straight. Nevertheless, I get a good chuckle every once in a while.
Are you going to wear make-up while you're over there?
I don't see the need. I doubt I will have the time or desire to care what I look like. I do hope to get dreadlocks while I'm gone.
Do you think you'll be going somewhere near a beach?
Mmm, probably no.
Do you get a car?
I get a 10-speed bicycle. Which is probably better transportation than most people I will be living with.
Do you think you're going to meet your future husband over there?
Doubtful, but I'm not even concerned with that right now.
Do you have a uniform?
No, but I probably won't be breaking out any stilettos or mini skirts.
I have been asked every question under the sun. Some questions I can answer and some are too complicated to answer. These are the ones that have made me laugh the hardest. I guess some people don't understand the premise of Peace Corps. I set them straight. Nevertheless, I get a good chuckle every once in a while.
Are you going to wear make-up while you're over there?
I don't see the need. I doubt I will have the time or desire to care what I look like. I do hope to get dreadlocks while I'm gone.
Do you think you'll be going somewhere near a beach?
Mmm, probably no.
Do you get a car?
I get a 10-speed bicycle. Which is probably better transportation than most people I will be living with.
Do you think you're going to meet your future husband over there?
Doubtful, but I'm not even concerned with that right now.
Do you have a uniform?
No, but I probably won't be breaking out any stilettos or mini skirts.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Take 2: Dental Clearance
Sent certified mail this morning: my dental clearance confirming my wisdom teeth extraction. So happy to cross that off my list.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Done.
Operation Wisdom Teeth Removal completed. Now send me an invitation (please)!
Yeah, I'm pretty hardcore for the Peace Corps.
Yeah, I'm pretty hardcore for the Peace Corps.
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| I hope big cheeks means I'm healing... |
Friday, October 22, 2010
there goes your wisdom
It's 9:00am, Friday, October 22nd, 2010. If you are reading this in real-time, I am currently undergoing my wisdom teeth extraction as a requirement for the Peace Corps. Yeah, I'm pretty serious about this little Peace Corps whim. I have to be to allow someone to rip my third molars out while I doze in an intoxicated state.
The next time I see you, I will be wisdom toothless. Wisdom teeth-free? Well, I won't have my wisdoms anymore.
Everything leading up to this day has been the biggest headache.
First, I didn't have dental insurance (At this point in time, I was requesting information from the local dental school. I was told to leave a message on an answering machine and I would get a call back. Then I would have to make an appointment at the beginning of the month in order to schedule an appointment for the end of the month. When I came to the building, I would need to pull around back and keep all my personal belongings hidden. If I did not follow these instructions completely to a T, I would have to start over or I would have been mugged)
then I found out that I did have dental coverage (and have had dental insurance with this company since 2003)
and then it turns out that I don't once again (per dental insurance company: if I was still a full-time student, I would have coverage...why didn't I get these out two years ago when I was first told they would need to come out? Why oh why?)
My friend Alisha told me she got her wisdom teeth out without general anesthesia. The healing process was faster than her other friends who had general, she was able to drive herself to and from the appointment and it cost significantly less. Sold. Even after reading numerous blogs about the discomfort of being awake and the crunch and the pop of the teeth and the throwing up on the dentist, I was still sold. Saving money was the only thing on my mind.
I went to two dentists and both refused to remove my wisdom teeth under local anesthesia (aka novacaine and Advil) due to the fact that my bottom teeth are impacted and growing at absurd angles.
Oral surgery it is.
I found a nice enough surgeon. He had good reviews on google (no less than 4.5 stars - that's legit) and he looks like Sonic the Hedgehog. He agreed to give me a 20% discount since I am broke as a joke. Sigh of relief, this brings the cost of the extraction down significantly - as inexpensive as going to a dental school, only I don't have to park in the shady parking lot in Baltimore and have hungover students practice cutting open my mouth (just kidding, I am not 'too good' to get my teeth out by a dental school. My Grandma Nate got all of her dental work done at dental schools and she didn't have any issues) but it is nice to be only 5 minutes from home, instead of 45 minutes from the home at the school in Baltimore.
Even better, my aunt Sharon told me about this great thing called Care Credit. It's like a credit card for medical expenses, except it's 0% interest for the first year. Beats the heck out of putting a huge procedure on my high-interest rate Mastercard.
The anxiety of getting my wisdom teeth out has increased with each passing day. There are so many rules, so many ways of messing up, so little food intake, a painful weekend...The stressful, horror stories far out-weigh the calm, success stories (I blame every single person who has told me their horror story for the reason why I broke out this week). However, I did talk to my friend Greg recently and he told me all of his friends said it was a breeze and he hasn't ever heard a horror story. Of course, Greg is pretty hardcore and his friends are equally hardcore. I may not have the same tolerance of pain.
I was also told that I'm pretty dramatic by my friend Shannon the other day. She is extremely perceptive and I did not take this offensively. I think this is completely true, but I mostly do it for effect. Mostly. Because I am pretty full of myself and I like a hearty laugh. However, there's a sprinkle of truth in everything I say. Therefore, this procedure is going to suck, I just know it. Hopefully I come out alive.
But to be honest, I am incredibly nervous. I devoured my last supper last night (aka Wisdom Teeth Extraction Eve) of wine and bread (from the divine Harris Teeter) and I said a little prayer with a wink and a kiss, rubbed Buddah's belly and I am just hoping all goes well. Please hope with me.
The next time I see you, I will be wisdom toothless. Wisdom teeth-free? Well, I won't have my wisdoms anymore.
Everything leading up to this day has been the biggest headache.
First, I didn't have dental insurance (At this point in time, I was requesting information from the local dental school. I was told to leave a message on an answering machine and I would get a call back. Then I would have to make an appointment at the beginning of the month in order to schedule an appointment for the end of the month. When I came to the building, I would need to pull around back and keep all my personal belongings hidden. If I did not follow these instructions completely to a T, I would have to start over or I would have been mugged)
then I found out that I did have dental coverage (and have had dental insurance with this company since 2003)
and then it turns out that I don't once again (per dental insurance company: if I was still a full-time student, I would have coverage...why didn't I get these out two years ago when I was first told they would need to come out? Why oh why?)
My friend Alisha told me she got her wisdom teeth out without general anesthesia. The healing process was faster than her other friends who had general, she was able to drive herself to and from the appointment and it cost significantly less. Sold. Even after reading numerous blogs about the discomfort of being awake and the crunch and the pop of the teeth and the throwing up on the dentist, I was still sold. Saving money was the only thing on my mind.
I went to two dentists and both refused to remove my wisdom teeth under local anesthesia (aka novacaine and Advil) due to the fact that my bottom teeth are impacted and growing at absurd angles.
Oral surgery it is.
I found a nice enough surgeon. He had good reviews on google (no less than 4.5 stars - that's legit) and he looks like Sonic the Hedgehog. He agreed to give me a 20% discount since I am broke as a joke. Sigh of relief, this brings the cost of the extraction down significantly - as inexpensive as going to a dental school, only I don't have to park in the shady parking lot in Baltimore and have hungover students practice cutting open my mouth (just kidding, I am not 'too good' to get my teeth out by a dental school. My Grandma Nate got all of her dental work done at dental schools and she didn't have any issues) but it is nice to be only 5 minutes from home, instead of 45 minutes from the home at the school in Baltimore.
Even better, my aunt Sharon told me about this great thing called Care Credit. It's like a credit card for medical expenses, except it's 0% interest for the first year. Beats the heck out of putting a huge procedure on my high-interest rate Mastercard.
The anxiety of getting my wisdom teeth out has increased with each passing day. There are so many rules, so many ways of messing up, so little food intake, a painful weekend...The stressful, horror stories far out-weigh the calm, success stories (I blame every single person who has told me their horror story for the reason why I broke out this week). However, I did talk to my friend Greg recently and he told me all of his friends said it was a breeze and he hasn't ever heard a horror story. Of course, Greg is pretty hardcore and his friends are equally hardcore. I may not have the same tolerance of pain.
I was also told that I'm pretty dramatic by my friend Shannon the other day. She is extremely perceptive and I did not take this offensively. I think this is completely true, but I mostly do it for effect. Mostly. Because I am pretty full of myself and I like a hearty laugh. However, there's a sprinkle of truth in everything I say. Therefore, this procedure is going to suck, I just know it. Hopefully I come out alive.
But to be honest, I am incredibly nervous. I devoured my last supper last night (aka Wisdom Teeth Extraction Eve) of wine and bread (from the divine Harris Teeter) and I said a little prayer with a wink and a kiss, rubbed Buddah's belly and I am just hoping all goes well. Please hope with me.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Moving right along...
E-mail update from Peace Corps came this morning. I am happy to see that communication between the Peace Corps and me has improved - two e-mails in two weeks! They need an updated resume (since the one I sent them is over a year old - I applied August 2009) and they need my transcript confirming that I graduated from the University of Maryland. As soon I send them my resume, my application will be passed on to the Placement and Assessment Specialist for further review.
Further review?! *sigh*
You know what? I'm okay with this. Thinking about it, I still have so many things I want to do before I leave! I have so many debts I need to pay off (re: Saad Saab's constant breakdowns, wisdom teeth...) and I still need to say good-bye. I am just anxious to know where I am going.
But we are in the final stages. I can -almost- see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Okay, now I gotta go improve my resume. Maybe I should say I am proficient in Swahili and that will get the ball rolling?
Further review?! *sigh*
You know what? I'm okay with this. Thinking about it, I still have so many things I want to do before I leave! I have so many debts I need to pay off (re: Saad Saab's constant breakdowns, wisdom teeth...) and I still need to say good-bye. I am just anxious to know where I am going.
But we are in the final stages. I can -almost- see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Okay, now I gotta go improve my resume. Maybe I should say I am proficient in Swahili and that will get the ball rolling?
Tuesday, October 05, 2010
And the verdict is...
Well, it's official. I received a letter stating that I am medically qualified (phew!) and I have moved on to the next stage which is within the Office of Placement.
Therefore, I wait eagerly for my invitation.
And I still need to get my wisdom teeth out.
Therefore, I wait eagerly for my invitation.
And I still need to get my wisdom teeth out.
Saturday, October 02, 2010
Status Update
I just received an e-mail at 5:00 AM from Peace Corps. My status has been updated. I need to check my Peace Corps status online.
So I signed into my Peace Corps application status. I read "Peace Corps reached a decision regarding my medical clearance and I should be receiving a letter in the mail soon!"
I wish they would just tell me rather than make me wait for a letter, but I guess this makes it more exciting.
Suddenly everything feels okay.
But I'm still holding my breath...
So I signed into my Peace Corps application status. I read "Peace Corps reached a decision regarding my medical clearance and I should be receiving a letter in the mail soon!"
I wish they would just tell me rather than make me wait for a letter, but I guess this makes it more exciting.
Suddenly everything feels okay.
But I'm still holding my breath...
Thursday, September 30, 2010
What can I do to help?
I wrote an elaborate e-mail to my running coach.
I apologized for the past few missed running groups because of my current work schedule, complained of a bum knee and finally ended with a generic "yeah, thanks for everything, nice meeting you".
His response? An e-mail me back asking me the sole question: "What can I do to help?"
Here I am busting out a haphazard e-mail to cover my embarrassment over my absences and you are asking me how YOU can help ME?
So fast-forward a few months. I'm in the desert in some remote African village. I'm faced with saving the world for people who suffer from AIDS, poverty, malaria, lack of education, unclean water, etc., etc., etc. I'm standing outside my hut with nothing but hope and sun that never sets for a new day.
What can I do to help?
I'm feeling insecure. All this time in limbo is making me question myself, my abilities, my resilience, my plans, my future.
I can't even make it to my running group on Tuesday evenings.
I apologized for the past few missed running groups because of my current work schedule, complained of a bum knee and finally ended with a generic "yeah, thanks for everything, nice meeting you".
His response? An e-mail me back asking me the sole question: "What can I do to help?"
Here I am busting out a haphazard e-mail to cover my embarrassment over my absences and you are asking me how YOU can help ME?
So fast-forward a few months. I'm in the desert in some remote African village. I'm faced with saving the world for people who suffer from AIDS, poverty, malaria, lack of education, unclean water, etc., etc., etc. I'm standing outside my hut with nothing but hope and sun that never sets for a new day.
What can I do to help?
I'm feeling insecure. All this time in limbo is making me question myself, my abilities, my resilience, my plans, my future.
I can't even make it to my running group on Tuesday evenings.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
One year later...love for my Gma
Today is the anniversary of my grandma's death. I am still a mess, even a year later. She embodied a strength that I never had. I hoped it was something that I would acquire with age or wisdom, but I really think it was just who she was. And when she was gone, I feel like the ounce of strength that resembled hers was lost in me.
The last time I saw her, she was in a hospital bed. Even helping her to the toilet (a truly dehumanizing experience - to have your granddaughter help you with the bathroom) she still had that strength. It made me believe she was going to be here forever. She promised to make her infamous cranberry jell-o at Thanksgiving. She promised. I assumed the hospital visit was a fluke, she will be out in a few days healthy as ever. Why did I tell myself that?
Honestly I did not believe that. I only hoped it was true. I was visiting her some time at the end of July 2009 and I had just started filling out my application for the Peace Corps. It wasn't even something I was 100% sure I wanted to do yet, but deep down I knew it was the last time I would have a chance to tell her. At this point, I don't think many people knew I was applying, although it didn't come as a surprise to anyone in the room when I blurted it out over ice creams on the edge of grandma's bed.
"I'm joining the Peace Corps" I said, quite matter-of-factly and with more enthusiasm than I really had for my hasty decision to apply.
She raised her eyebrows in acknowledgement and her mouth made a small "oh" as if she was going to say something of great importance. She paused a moment, pursed her lips in thought.
"You better take care of yourself, wherever you go. And I want letters from all the places you travel." She said with a nod. Then she smiled and I smiled. And just like that, I was committed.
She passed away just four weeks later.
I'm heartbroken that I never got to send her a letter from any exotic destinations. She was my biggest fan, sitting front row in all my endeavors, always listening to me babble whenever I returned from every one of my trips to foreign countries, even providing medical care when I came back with unknown tropical diseases. She would only preach safety, never disapproval.
So a huge, warm thank you to my Grandma Nate who believed in me no matter what. Thank you for your support and thank you for believing in me. Your love is what inspires me to keep doing what I do.
I miss you.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
I have no patience for timelines
The average wait-time for an invitation from the Peace Corps is between 3 and 9 months from the submission of your required medical clearance. I sent mine June 2nd, so I can't really expect to hear anything until September 2010 - March 2011. And even then, I would not be leaving until 1 -7 months after I receive the invitiation. So there is the possibility that I would be leaving sometime in October 2011.
I'm still breathing, so that's good. I'm more anxious than ever to have an idea of what's going to happen in the next few months. I'm a planner and waiting in limbo is not something I handle well at all.
I'm still breathing, so that's good. I'm more anxious than ever to have an idea of what's going to happen in the next few months. I'm a planner and waiting in limbo is not something I handle well at all.
Sunday, August 08, 2010
Albert Einstein once said...
Strange is our situation here upon earth. Each of us comes for a short visit, not knowing why, yet sometimes seeming to a divine purpose. From the standpoint of daily life, however, there is one thing we do know: That we are here for the sake of others...for the countless unknown souls with whose fate we are connected by a bond of sympathy. Many times a day, I realize how much my outer and inner life is built upon the labors of people, both living and dead, and how earnestly I must exert myself in order to give in return as much as I have received.
Friday, August 06, 2010
The great E.B. White is quoted...
I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day.
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
Inside Kathi's Shower
This is my shower curtain. If I close my eyes really tight, spin around 3 times fast and then point, maybe I will figure out which country they will be sending me. I'm getting desperate.
Monday, August 02, 2010
I do love a good farmer's market
I stumbled across some market photos from volunteers - I can't get enough! I want to go...and I want to go now!
Check out the freshest of the fresh - I love it!
I don't feel like my departure is getting any closer. I'm frustrated.
Check out the freshest of the fresh - I love it!
I don't feel like my departure is getting any closer. I'm frustrated.
Saturday, July 31, 2010
What Africa really needs...
Another Ted Talk for you. I'm getting inspired while patiently waiting for some news from the Peace Corps.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Nants ingonyama bagithi baba
Is it weird that this song runs through my head on a daily basis? As I eagerly wait in anticipation...Oh, Peace Corps! When am I leaving? Where am I going? If patience is a virtue, I cannot possibly be virtuous any longer.
Okay, now I'm going crazy. And I'm really reaching for substance to put in my blog. How lame can I get?
Okay, now I'm going crazy. And I'm really reaching for substance to put in my blog. How lame can I get?
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Text your concerns now...you won't be able to when I'm gone
My sister sent me a text: Heyyy when you go to africa make sure you get your malaria shot
My response: They don't have a malaria shot. I can only take a pill and hope I don't get it.
My sister: Well take care of it then. Malaria doesnt mess around
My response: They don't have a malaria shot. I can only take a pill and hope I don't get it.
My sister: Well take care of it then. Malaria doesnt mess around
Friday, July 23, 2010
Sharing a Ted Talk with you
I stumbled across an amazing video from ted.com and thought it was relevent to share.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
waiting...wishing...dancing!
Still waiting and hoping for some good news soon...sometimes I get the bright idea to put on this very fitting song and dance around my room...
It doesn't really help with the waiting part, but I almost have an entire choreographed dance. I have some great dance moves, what can I say?
It doesn't really help with the waiting part, but I almost have an entire choreographed dance. I have some great dance moves, what can I say?
Thursday, June 17, 2010
I get by with a little help from my friends
Great news!
My friend Linda (who is from Chicago and met up with my fellow UMD students to go to the Pine Ridge Rez in South Dakota for an alternative spring break trip) recently let me in on a little tid-bit. She has been keeping up with my Peace Corps blog (which, essentially is me whining about having to be patient and the price of health care - sorry for that!) and she told me that her doc let her in on a secret about the healthcare bill: I will finally be able to be back on my dad's insurance in September (if all goes well)!
I'm very excited about this. Although I feel like I have been to the doctor 3 times as often as I usually go. Ever since I turned 23 and got kicked off dad's insurance, I swear I got strep throat twice, a kidney infection, sinus headaches, allergies (I never had allergies in my life!), infiltrates in my eyes, an entire medical/dental/vision clearance to pass etc. within months. Ridiculous how that works. I never went to the doc when I had health insurance!
And now, the worst has come: my wisdom teeth extraction! But, with this great news from Linda, I think I'm going to hold out until September when I should be back on dad's insurance and BAM! I don't have to go to a dental school and have first year dental students practice on me! Oh, happy day!
Which comes to another point I would like to address:
Networking is the coolest thing ever! But, even cooler is the fact that I have met some really awesome people on my journeys over the years. So incredible, they still look out for me when I haven't seen them in nearly two years! Thanks, Linda! Seriously, for keeping up with me and for looking out when I've been under the greatest stress...thank you!
My friend Linda (who is from Chicago and met up with my fellow UMD students to go to the Pine Ridge Rez in South Dakota for an alternative spring break trip) recently let me in on a little tid-bit. She has been keeping up with my Peace Corps blog (which, essentially is me whining about having to be patient and the price of health care - sorry for that!) and she told me that her doc let her in on a secret about the healthcare bill: I will finally be able to be back on my dad's insurance in September (if all goes well)!
I'm very excited about this. Although I feel like I have been to the doctor 3 times as often as I usually go. Ever since I turned 23 and got kicked off dad's insurance, I swear I got strep throat twice, a kidney infection, sinus headaches, allergies (I never had allergies in my life!), infiltrates in my eyes, an entire medical/dental/vision clearance to pass etc. within months. Ridiculous how that works. I never went to the doc when I had health insurance!
And now, the worst has come: my wisdom teeth extraction! But, with this great news from Linda, I think I'm going to hold out until September when I should be back on dad's insurance and BAM! I don't have to go to a dental school and have first year dental students practice on me! Oh, happy day!
Which comes to another point I would like to address:
Networking is the coolest thing ever! But, even cooler is the fact that I have met some really awesome people on my journeys over the years. So incredible, they still look out for me when I haven't seen them in nearly two years! Thanks, Linda! Seriously, for keeping up with me and for looking out when I've been under the greatest stress...thank you!
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Possible Living Situations
An example of where I could be living...I found this YouTube video and found it very informative:
Okay, now here is another example of where I could be living...
Now, let's discuss.
To be honest, I was excited to see the first video. I was like, What?! A stove? That's incredible! I found the house to be plenty big enough and actually structurally gorgeous. I would be completely satisfied.
The second video I watched and I knew I would not feel like I'm in the Peace Corps if I lived there. I understand that the guy didn't ask for any of the amenities and I know I would feel similarly to the way he did. I don't feel like I deserve a fabulous apartment.
I really have no idea what my situation will be like, but I do know that I would be completely satisfied with whatever the Peace Corps gives me. I am not anticipating anything, I am just accepting of the "worst case scenario". I am glad that I have come to this conclusion. Also, I am glad that I am educating myself (to the best of my ability) so that I'm not going into this blindly. Still - I have a million questions that probably won't be answered by YouTube videos.
Okay, now here is another example of where I could be living...
Now, let's discuss.
To be honest, I was excited to see the first video. I was like, What?! A stove? That's incredible! I found the house to be plenty big enough and actually structurally gorgeous. I would be completely satisfied.
The second video I watched and I knew I would not feel like I'm in the Peace Corps if I lived there. I understand that the guy didn't ask for any of the amenities and I know I would feel similarly to the way he did. I don't feel like I deserve a fabulous apartment.
I really have no idea what my situation will be like, but I do know that I would be completely satisfied with whatever the Peace Corps gives me. I am not anticipating anything, I am just accepting of the "worst case scenario". I am glad that I have come to this conclusion. Also, I am glad that I am educating myself (to the best of my ability) so that I'm not going into this blindly. Still - I have a million questions that probably won't be answered by YouTube videos.
Friday, June 11, 2010
Too good to be true...
My uncle bellowed my name as he walked up the stairs, "Kiddo, it's official Peace Corps business, I think it's your invitation!"
What?! How could this be possible? Already? Oh good, good, goody!
But as soon as I opened that thick envelope, I recognized the yellow folder containing my dental x-rays. My heart sank.
"Nope, just telling me that I do indeed need to get my wisdom teeth out." I shook my head sadly, but really, could I expect the invitation after only submitting my clearance paperwork a week ago?
The good news is that this does not hold me back from getting my invitation. As long as I have the surgery done prior to my departure date, I am fine. It will, however, hold me back from getting my plane tickets, but I'm not too worried about that - February is still a few months away.
So, yes, I'm looking into cheap oral surgeons. My dad says that is an awful idea, but hey, he's not paying back his student loans with a part-time income. Maybe the VA will do it for free? Cross your fingers, I have another obstacle to tackle.
What?! How could this be possible? Already? Oh good, good, goody!
But as soon as I opened that thick envelope, I recognized the yellow folder containing my dental x-rays. My heart sank.
"Nope, just telling me that I do indeed need to get my wisdom teeth out." I shook my head sadly, but really, could I expect the invitation after only submitting my clearance paperwork a week ago?
The good news is that this does not hold me back from getting my invitation. As long as I have the surgery done prior to my departure date, I am fine. It will, however, hold me back from getting my plane tickets, but I'm not too worried about that - February is still a few months away.
So, yes, I'm looking into cheap oral surgeons. My dad says that is an awful idea, but hey, he's not paying back his student loans with a part-time income. Maybe the VA will do it for free? Cross your fingers, I have another obstacle to tackle.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Dental Clearance Passed!
I was just alerted about my dental clearance pass and everything is fine. I called to confirm - as you know, I was told that I may need to get my wisdom teeth removed - well, Peace Corps said if I passed, then there were no restrictions. However, if my dentist said I had to get them removed, then I should probably get them out.
Since my dentist was unclear, I'm going to go with "save money" and not get them out. My dad says to get a second opinion, I will think about it.
In the meantime, I just need to hear back from medical and confirm no more holds on my application. Feelin' good.
Since my dentist was unclear, I'm going to go with "save money" and not get them out. My dad says to get a second opinion, I will think about it.
In the meantime, I just need to hear back from medical and confirm no more holds on my application. Feelin' good.
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Confirmation!
The Peace Corps received my medical clearance forms, however they said if I am not scheduled to leave within the next four months, then the forms may not be reviewed until closer to my scheduled date of departure. I'm scheduled to leave in February, so I will hear from them around November?! I am slightly frustrated with this, but okay, I guess I understand. So, now what? More waiting?
Sunday, June 06, 2010
First Comes Love, Then Comes Malaria
My thoughtful friend Margaret recently gave me a list of books about the Peace Corps. In her perfectly bubbly handwriting, she scribbled down 5 books including the authors' names and handed it to me on my last visit to Florida. I folded it and kept it in my wallet for safe-keeping.
I treated myself to a Borders visit recently. Currently my financial situation has limited my pleasure-seeking, but I figured I could splurge on a book. I pulled out Margaret's list and looked frantically for the books, but most of them needed to be ordered and sent to the store at a later date. I guess people don't typically seek out Peace Corps reading. I did, however, come across an intriguing book called First Comes Love, Then Comes Malaria: How a Peace Corps Poster Boy Won my Heart...and a Third-World Adventure Changed my Life by Eve Brown-Waite (Which was on Margaret's list, so I knew it had to be good!)
Conveniently, I have been sitting for hours in waiting rooms for the past few days. My book was my trusty companion and let me tell you, it was the best book I have purchased in a long time! Eve is brilliant and witty and I could completely relate to her story and her thought-processes.
I just finished it - I feel completely satisfied with my decision to join the Peace Corps. I just hope Eve writes a sequel. She is so good. I highly recomment reading First Comes Love, Then Comes Malaria.
I treated myself to a Borders visit recently. Currently my financial situation has limited my pleasure-seeking, but I figured I could splurge on a book. I pulled out Margaret's list and looked frantically for the books, but most of them needed to be ordered and sent to the store at a later date. I guess people don't typically seek out Peace Corps reading. I did, however, come across an intriguing book called First Comes Love, Then Comes Malaria: How a Peace Corps Poster Boy Won my Heart...and a Third-World Adventure Changed my Life by Eve Brown-Waite (Which was on Margaret's list, so I knew it had to be good!)
Conveniently, I have been sitting for hours in waiting rooms for the past few days. My book was my trusty companion and let me tell you, it was the best book I have purchased in a long time! Eve is brilliant and witty and I could completely relate to her story and her thought-processes.
I just finished it - I feel completely satisfied with my decision to join the Peace Corps. I just hope Eve writes a sequel. She is so good. I highly recomment reading First Comes Love, Then Comes Malaria.
Thursday, June 03, 2010
Status Update in Real-Time
I just mailed my medical clearance paperwork. As I placed a stamp on that large yellow envelope, I sighed with relief and I am excited to see what's next!
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
Are we there yet?
After several hours at the VA medical center, I finally got my polio booster vaccine. I skipped down the hall, ran to my car (not out of excitement - more out of worry that I had gotten a ticket in my two hour parking spot) and pulled up to work 3 hours late.
It still hasn't hit me yet. That polio shot - that one little prick - was all I needed to complete my form (as well as a few signatures and a lab report or two) but it's done!
I am done being poked and prodded. I have peed in far too many cups (it got pretty bad...to the point where once I saw a Dixie cup, I had the urge to urinate). I have been weighed, measured, dissected, probed and tested to the greatest extent. Game over!
I have dotted my last i and crossed the last t (after signing my name to a waiver) and now it's time.
Oh boy, it feels good!
It still hasn't hit me yet. That polio shot - that one little prick - was all I needed to complete my form (as well as a few signatures and a lab report or two) but it's done!
I am done being poked and prodded. I have peed in far too many cups (it got pretty bad...to the point where once I saw a Dixie cup, I had the urge to urinate). I have been weighed, measured, dissected, probed and tested to the greatest extent. Game over!
I have dotted my last i and crossed the last t (after signing my name to a waiver) and now it's time.
Oh boy, it feels good!
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Medical Clearance Update UPDATE
So, when I thought I saw the light at the end of the tunnel, it was actually a train coming right toward me. I duck-and-covered and the result has caused me to back-track a bit. It turns out, this medical clearance has allowed me to find secret malfunctions in my body.
For instance, I had infiltrates in my eyes. I never knew this. But I was having issues with my eyes and when I went to a doctor, she told me it was allergies. When I went to the specialist to get my medical clearance, I found out something different. "Nope, it's dry pockets on the eye and if left untreated, would require steroid drops to clear up."
Also, I have had a kidney infection for several months. I had no idea.
And, not to mention, those horrible wisdom teeth have got to go.
So, with this knowledge, I cannot send off my medical clearance paperwork until I am healthy. I just want this all to be over with! I'm getting impatient.
I guess they think that if you can survive going through all red tape, jumping through hoops, being poked, prodded and tested over and over again, then you can out-run a lion. And therefore, my friend, you are selected for Peace Corps service.
Key part of being in the Peace Corps: Keep your patience. Nothing ever goes as planned. (Everyone keeps telling me this...)
For instance, I had infiltrates in my eyes. I never knew this. But I was having issues with my eyes and when I went to a doctor, she told me it was allergies. When I went to the specialist to get my medical clearance, I found out something different. "Nope, it's dry pockets on the eye and if left untreated, would require steroid drops to clear up."
Also, I have had a kidney infection for several months. I had no idea.
And, not to mention, those horrible wisdom teeth have got to go.
So, with this knowledge, I cannot send off my medical clearance paperwork until I am healthy. I just want this all to be over with! I'm getting impatient.
I guess they think that if you can survive going through all red tape, jumping through hoops, being poked, prodded and tested over and over again, then you can out-run a lion. And therefore, my friend, you are selected for Peace Corps service.
Key part of being in the Peace Corps: Keep your patience. Nothing ever goes as planned. (Everyone keeps telling me this...)
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Medical Clearance Update
Medical Clearance almost complete! Just waiting on two labs and then BAM! Complete!
I have high hopes that everything will be done by the first week of June.
Then I'm hoping to see the light at the end of the tunnel and finally have peace of mind, as well as a new home for the remainder of my time here in the States, which will be a relief...
Cross your fingers - let's get this over with!
I have high hopes that everything will be done by the first week of June.
Then I'm hoping to see the light at the end of the tunnel and finally have peace of mind, as well as a new home for the remainder of my time here in the States, which will be a relief...
Cross your fingers - let's get this over with!
Monday, May 10, 2010
What will they think of next?
I found this via Twitter, of all things!
It's a calculator that determines where a Peace Corps volunteer would go based on his or her experience. I will be working with Health/HIV initiative in Africa. Click on the link below, it's pretty cool!
Where will I go?
It's a calculator that determines where a Peace Corps volunteer would go based on his or her experience. I will be working with Health/HIV initiative in Africa. Click on the link below, it's pretty cool!
Where will I go?
Monday, May 03, 2010
The Best PC Resource
A fantastic website I stumbled upon regarding the Peace Corps - both hilarious and informational:
Peace Corps FAQ
Peace Corps FAQ
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Still no end in sight!
I just received a call from a doctor's office regarding one of my labs. Apparently the study was "inconclusive" so I will need to return to have a re-do in three months. Three months?! My goal was to have everything submitted by the end of May.
Also, I qualified for Vision USA so I would be able to get a free eye exam. Unfortunately, when I called to make the appointment, I slipped up and said I would need the doctor to fill out a very short exam for the Peace Corps. When I say short, I mean that the doctor literally has to say what my eyesight is and sign the bottom of the page. The receptionist, both rude and irritating, told me that was not a part of the deal. So I said "Well, I won't be getting my eyes checked by you then" and hung up. I'm still searching for that Wal Mart free eye exam coupon.
I'm a little frustrated with this pre-deployment hassle. I just want to go already!
Also, I qualified for Vision USA so I would be able to get a free eye exam. Unfortunately, when I called to make the appointment, I slipped up and said I would need the doctor to fill out a very short exam for the Peace Corps. When I say short, I mean that the doctor literally has to say what my eyesight is and sign the bottom of the page. The receptionist, both rude and irritating, told me that was not a part of the deal. So I said "Well, I won't be getting my eyes checked by you then" and hung up. I'm still searching for that Wal Mart free eye exam coupon.
I'm a little frustrated with this pre-deployment hassle. I just want to go already!
Monday, April 26, 2010
Peace Corps Encounter
I met a peace corps volunteer, Kevin, the other day. I was so eager to talk to him - a million questions running through my head!
Some key points:
1) Although I will not be paid anywhere close to minimum wage, I will never go without. $200 a month goes a long way in a developing country.
2) Don't plan on saving everyone. Some will not react to you kindly, cultures will clash, but ultimately the little benefit you do bring can prove to be a great help.
3) You will be changed no matter what. I hope so.
Kevin told me his experience was rewarding and ultimately, that's all I can ask for. He did tell me that he felt that he did not make a great contribution to the community in which he worked with - to the point where the Peace Corps actually moved him to a different community 6 months through his first year. This disappoints me, but it is what it is.
A lot to take in. I'm soaking up all the info I can, but really nothing can prepare me for this. I do what I can.
Some key points:
1) Although I will not be paid anywhere close to minimum wage, I will never go without. $200 a month goes a long way in a developing country.
2) Don't plan on saving everyone. Some will not react to you kindly, cultures will clash, but ultimately the little benefit you do bring can prove to be a great help.
3) You will be changed no matter what. I hope so.
Kevin told me his experience was rewarding and ultimately, that's all I can ask for. He did tell me that he felt that he did not make a great contribution to the community in which he worked with - to the point where the Peace Corps actually moved him to a different community 6 months through his first year. This disappoints me, but it is what it is.
A lot to take in. I'm soaking up all the info I can, but really nothing can prepare me for this. I do what I can.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Volunteer Schmolunteer
A brief suggestion by my recruiter has resulted in high amounts of stress. Chris told me to start volunteering to make myself more competitive for the Peace Corps selection coming up soon.
I went through an interview process and have sat through several meetings to get the show on the road only to feel overwhelmed by assignments. I have been researching grants for the Red Cross for the past 3 hours. My brain is fried by information overload! It has only been a few months since the last time I did homework, yet I have such an aversion to sitting down at a computer to do this.
Has permanent laziness set in? Let's hope not. T-minus 12 hours before my meeting with the grant writers.
I went through an interview process and have sat through several meetings to get the show on the road only to feel overwhelmed by assignments. I have been researching grants for the Red Cross for the past 3 hours. My brain is fried by information overload! It has only been a few months since the last time I did homework, yet I have such an aversion to sitting down at a computer to do this.
Has permanent laziness set in? Let's hope not. T-minus 12 hours before my meeting with the grant writers.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Disappointment and Success
On my trip to California I lost my book Say You're One of Them.
Disappointment! I still had two short stories to go...
Success! I have sought the book out at the local library.
Disappointment! I still had two short stories to go...
Success! I have sought the book out at the local library.
Friday, April 09, 2010
Sibling Love
"Why are you going to Africa?! Look, if you get sick with some crazy African disease, don't come back here looking for sympathy from me." -My brother, Dusty
And after an elaborate conversation regarding my Peace Corps journey, he gave me an understanding hug. But he's still not too happy about it.
I'm gonna miss you, too, Dus...
And after an elaborate conversation regarding my Peace Corps journey, he gave me an understanding hug. But he's still not too happy about it.
I'm gonna miss you, too, Dus...
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
Africa? Between Romance and Vampire...
A week-long trip to Florida has resulted in a lot of travel time. I have read several books on my journey thus far and there is still more journey to go!
In Tampa, Dee, Carolyn and I hit up the local Wal Mart, which was an adventure in itself. We looked high and low for goodies for Grandpa Blount, but they truly were not well-stocked. We found a few things we were looking for, and upon heading toward the check-out, we went down the book aisle. I kid you not, 95% of the books were either about vampires, love, or vampire love. The other 5% of the books were in my hands, as I was playing eenie, meenie, miny, mo to select my next literature experience. Carolyn saved the day by finding a book called Say You're One of Them. It is a bunch of fictional short stories taking place in countries all over Africa. Sold. Finally, a book about Africa and it's down a messy Wal Mart aisle between Romance and Vampire.
Although fiction, so far it is a good read.
In Tampa, Dee, Carolyn and I hit up the local Wal Mart, which was an adventure in itself. We looked high and low for goodies for Grandpa Blount, but they truly were not well-stocked. We found a few things we were looking for, and upon heading toward the check-out, we went down the book aisle. I kid you not, 95% of the books were either about vampires, love, or vampire love. The other 5% of the books were in my hands, as I was playing eenie, meenie, miny, mo to select my next literature experience. Carolyn saved the day by finding a book called Say You're One of Them. It is a bunch of fictional short stories taking place in countries all over Africa. Sold. Finally, a book about Africa and it's down a messy Wal Mart aisle between Romance and Vampire.
Although fiction, so far it is a good read.
Thursday, April 01, 2010
Limited Resources
This weekend I received a 40% off coupon for Borders. Since my current economic status is nil and my free time activities are limited by a dwindling bank account, I was super psyched for a coupon to a bookstore.
I spent Sunday morning browsing aisles of books. I wanted to make a reasonable decision with my 40% off coupon, so I was searching for books on Africa. A large continent, full of controversy, culture and history, yet I could not find anything that was suitable for my needs. Initially, I was looking for a cookbook and there were absolutely no cookbooks based on any countries in Africa! Then I decided to find some travel books on Africa, but alas! All I could find was safari trips and tourist destinations. I am destined to go someplace a little more campy.
After a few hours, I picked up a trashy romance novel and a bottle of White Zin and checked out.
Actually, I bought a book on guitar chords, so hopefully my hobbies will prove to be successful and perhaps even become lucrative. Ha!
I just wish my knowledge about Africa wasn't so limited to the Internet. I'm old school - I enjoy turning pages.
I spent Sunday morning browsing aisles of books. I wanted to make a reasonable decision with my 40% off coupon, so I was searching for books on Africa. A large continent, full of controversy, culture and history, yet I could not find anything that was suitable for my needs. Initially, I was looking for a cookbook and there were absolutely no cookbooks based on any countries in Africa! Then I decided to find some travel books on Africa, but alas! All I could find was safari trips and tourist destinations. I am destined to go someplace a little more campy.
After a few hours, I picked up a trashy romance novel and a bottle of White Zin and checked out.
Actually, I bought a book on guitar chords, so hopefully my hobbies will prove to be successful and perhaps even become lucrative. Ha!
I just wish my knowledge about Africa wasn't so limited to the Internet. I'm old school - I enjoy turning pages.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
How much?!
$390 for four vials of blood and a skin test. What a huge punch in the face!
My dad said poor people usually get a job after graduation and rich people join the Peace Corps. I wish someone would have told me that sooner.
Being young and idealistic is pretty expensive.
Medical Clearance still underway.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Lists and Wisdom
I love lists. I love writing lists. I love crossing things off my lists. Sometimes when I do something that is not on my list, I write it on my list only to immediately put a line through it. I just really enjoy following directions and completing a list.
Luckily, the Peace Corps has allowed me to create a new list and I have been diligently working at crossing off this list. But somehow, the list seems to get longer with fewer check marks.
Medical Exam
-Labs
-Lady Test
-Medical History
-Vaccines
Dental Exam
-Wisdom Teeth Removal
Vision Exam
Yes, as you can see, I have only had the ability to complete my dental exam this week. But, what's this!? A new item on my list? Yes, the dentist told me that there is no way the Peace Corps would let me move to Africa without getting my wisdom teeth pulled. And how much is that going to cost a non-insurance holder? You don't want to know.
The dentist was a jolly man. His name is Dr. Fine and does a lot of dental work on baseball players. I know this only because he had newspaper clippings strewn about the room with photos and baseball cards attached. Apparently there is one dentist at the Peace Corps who looks at your exam and chooses to pass or fail you. And this dentist just so happened to be best friends with Dr. Fine.
And to prove his friendship, he pulled out his cell phone and called him mid-exam. "Hey, buddy! I have one of your volunteers in the chair right now. Just calling to tell you that I don't want to fill out any of you paperwork..........Ahhhhhh! I knew you were going to say that. (to me) I knew he was going to say that...he said stop whining. Oh that joker!"
I tried to smile, but my mouth was being held open by several instruments, as my dentist paced the room with his cell phone. Ummm, can we get this over with?
Overall a nice guy and my dental exam was free, so I really could not complain. I just really wish my wisdom teeth would disappear on their own.
Luckily, the Peace Corps has allowed me to create a new list and I have been diligently working at crossing off this list. But somehow, the list seems to get longer with fewer check marks.
Medical Exam
-Labs
-Lady Test
-Medical History
-Vaccines
-Wisdom Teeth Removal
Vision Exam
Yes, as you can see, I have only had the ability to complete my dental exam this week. But, what's this!? A new item on my list? Yes, the dentist told me that there is no way the Peace Corps would let me move to Africa without getting my wisdom teeth pulled. And how much is that going to cost a non-insurance holder? You don't want to know.
The dentist was a jolly man. His name is Dr. Fine and does a lot of dental work on baseball players. I know this only because he had newspaper clippings strewn about the room with photos and baseball cards attached. Apparently there is one dentist at the Peace Corps who looks at your exam and chooses to pass or fail you. And this dentist just so happened to be best friends with Dr. Fine.
And to prove his friendship, he pulled out his cell phone and called him mid-exam. "Hey, buddy! I have one of your volunteers in the chair right now. Just calling to tell you that I don't want to fill out any of you paperwork..........Ahhhhhh! I knew you were going to say that. (to me) I knew he was going to say that...he said stop whining. Oh that joker!"
I tried to smile, but my mouth was being held open by several instruments, as my dentist paced the room with his cell phone. Ummm, can we get this over with?
Overall a nice guy and my dental exam was free, so I really could not complain. I just really wish my wisdom teeth would disappear on their own.
Monday, March 22, 2010
First Field Mission
Tracking down health facilities to get my medical/dental/vision screenings done for the Peace Corps has proved to be an exhausting feat. Since I do not have health insurance, I have been trying to find the cheapest way possible to get these tests done.
My current findings:
Medical:
Peace Corps reimburse up to $165 for medical exam.
This must include a physical, women's exam, and lab tests including: HIV, TB, Hep B surface antigen, Hep B surface antibody, Hep B core antibody, Hep C serology, G6PD, and urinalysis.
Somehow I have to track down all my shot records, as well.
I requested an authorization letter from the Peace Corps allowing me to seek medical screenings from a VA office. The VA will provide medical screenings at no-cost for Peace Corps volunteers. However, when speaking to the Office of Medical Services, they seemed sympathetic for what I was about to take on. Apparently, the process is a huge hassle, as it is "first come, first serve" and I have to really fight to get an appointment. I should expect long lines and waiting periods and chaos. Before hanging up, the woman on the other end said "Good luck! Consider this your first field mission with the Peace Corps." Fantastic.
Dental:
Peace Corps reimburse up to $60 for a dental exam and x-rays.
The International College of Dentists provides the names of doctors who provide FREE dental exams and x-rays to Peace Corps Volunteers. I was able to schedule an appointment this week with one who is only 40 minutes away. Success!
Vision:
The Peace Corps reimburse up to $12 for an eye exam.
An eye exam costs $120 for someone without health insurance.
Wal Mart does an eye exam for $55. I have found some online discussions about getting a coupon for a free eye exam at Wal Mart, but so far that coupon is elusive.
I have also found an agency called Vision USA that provides eye exams for free to students and families who qualify financially for the program. After completing and submitting a form, it can take up to 8 weeks to hear back from Vision USA to see if you meet requirements.
Plan of attack: (1) Send out for Vision USA (2) Keep searching for this mysterious coupon for a free eye exam at Wal Mart (3) Just get 'er done at Wal Mart and eat the cost.
My current findings:
Medical:
Peace Corps reimburse up to $165 for medical exam.
This must include a physical, women's exam, and lab tests including: HIV, TB, Hep B surface antigen, Hep B surface antibody, Hep B core antibody, Hep C serology, G6PD, and urinalysis.
Somehow I have to track down all my shot records, as well.
I requested an authorization letter from the Peace Corps allowing me to seek medical screenings from a VA office. The VA will provide medical screenings at no-cost for Peace Corps volunteers. However, when speaking to the Office of Medical Services, they seemed sympathetic for what I was about to take on. Apparently, the process is a huge hassle, as it is "first come, first serve" and I have to really fight to get an appointment. I should expect long lines and waiting periods and chaos. Before hanging up, the woman on the other end said "Good luck! Consider this your first field mission with the Peace Corps." Fantastic.
Dental:
Peace Corps reimburse up to $60 for a dental exam and x-rays.
The International College of Dentists provides the names of doctors who provide FREE dental exams and x-rays to Peace Corps Volunteers. I was able to schedule an appointment this week with one who is only 40 minutes away. Success!
Vision:
The Peace Corps reimburse up to $12 for an eye exam.
An eye exam costs $120 for someone without health insurance.
Wal Mart does an eye exam for $55. I have found some online discussions about getting a coupon for a free eye exam at Wal Mart, but so far that coupon is elusive.
I have also found an agency called Vision USA that provides eye exams for free to students and families who qualify financially for the program. After completing and submitting a form, it can take up to 8 weeks to hear back from Vision USA to see if you meet requirements.
Plan of attack: (1) Send out for Vision USA (2) Keep searching for this mysterious coupon for a free eye exam at Wal Mart (3) Just get 'er done at Wal Mart and eat the cost.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
In sickness and in health...but mostly sickness
Sick during a severe flood warning.
Luckily I'm secure in my bed, drained from all energy, unable to change the channel from some horrible Lifetime-esque movie, I can't lift my head, I stare at the ceiling, too hot, too cold, pain shooting across my entire body like my neural synapses hate me. I spent the entire night shivering in the fetal position, with the heater turned on to the max and three thick blankets piled high. I've been popping pills and chugging fluids, but my body is not reacting the way I want.
And here I am complaining and wishing for it to be over, but in reality it could be much worse. I could not have access to drugs. I could not have family to call me to wish me better. Not that I answer the phone anyway. It's on silent because the ringer will continue ringing through my head long after I answer.
I threw on some shoes and headed to the 24-hour CVS and grabbed as many products as I could fit in both hands: juices, saltines, sleeping agents, pain killers, etc. The convenience was a relief and the ability to get out for a brief minute was refreshing, even in the rain storm.
And what am I going to do in Africa? They have 24-hour pharmacies at every street corner, right? Interestingly enough, I do not have health insurance now in the U.S., but as soon as I get into the Peace Corps, I will have full coverage.
Ironically my medical and dental paperwork came in mid-illness. I have not looked it over yet, but it's extremely thorough. Next step in the process: medical/vision/dental clearance. I will be setting up appointmets all next week to get this over with and then officially I can be invited to a specific country in Africa.
It's difficult to be excited when your body is in so much discomfort, but I an assure you I will be happy when this is all over.
Luckily I'm secure in my bed, drained from all energy, unable to change the channel from some horrible Lifetime-esque movie, I can't lift my head, I stare at the ceiling, too hot, too cold, pain shooting across my entire body like my neural synapses hate me. I spent the entire night shivering in the fetal position, with the heater turned on to the max and three thick blankets piled high. I've been popping pills and chugging fluids, but my body is not reacting the way I want.
And here I am complaining and wishing for it to be over, but in reality it could be much worse. I could not have access to drugs. I could not have family to call me to wish me better. Not that I answer the phone anyway. It's on silent because the ringer will continue ringing through my head long after I answer.
I threw on some shoes and headed to the 24-hour CVS and grabbed as many products as I could fit in both hands: juices, saltines, sleeping agents, pain killers, etc. The convenience was a relief and the ability to get out for a brief minute was refreshing, even in the rain storm.
And what am I going to do in Africa? They have 24-hour pharmacies at every street corner, right? Interestingly enough, I do not have health insurance now in the U.S., but as soon as I get into the Peace Corps, I will have full coverage.
Ironically my medical and dental paperwork came in mid-illness. I have not looked it over yet, but it's extremely thorough. Next step in the process: medical/vision/dental clearance. I will be setting up appointmets all next week to get this over with and then officially I can be invited to a specific country in Africa.
It's difficult to be excited when your body is in so much discomfort, but I an assure you I will be happy when this is all over.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
I got my first real six-string
My recruiter has instructed me to get some hobbies. During my interview, he asked me what I liked to do in my free time that could potentially occupy my time during my two year stint, suggesting cooking and playing a musical instrument. Since cooking will never be my forte, as I have tried, failed and learned that I will never have the patience, I have decided to delve into music.
I ordered a guitar online. Honestly, a piece of work, but it was only $40 (including shipping and handling, 4 picks, a guitar strap and a "gig bag" - which makes me smile...like I'm going to have "gigs"... *chuckle*) So, you can imagine what kind of shape it's in. I spent an hour tuning it yesterday and it still has a horrible tone when I strum it. I shrugged and decided to teach myself a song or two.
Riveting, I know! I'm sure you are on the edge of your seat waiting for me to rock your world. I am the guitar hero.
I ordered a guitar online. Honestly, a piece of work, but it was only $40 (including shipping and handling, 4 picks, a guitar strap and a "gig bag" - which makes me smile...like I'm going to have "gigs"... *chuckle*) So, you can imagine what kind of shape it's in. I spent an hour tuning it yesterday and it still has a horrible tone when I strum it. I shrugged and decided to teach myself a song or two.
Riveting, I know! I'm sure you are on the edge of your seat waiting for me to rock your world. I am the guitar hero.
Monday, March 01, 2010
Nomination
The greatly anticipated March 1st ended up being February 28th. I spent the entire Sunday thinking "how early is too early" to call my recruiter in the morning. But Chris jumped the gun and called me Sunday night. I did not answer, as I was at the movies with my friend John, but as soon as I looked at my missed calls, I ran out to listen to the greatest voicemail ever.
My status:
I have been nominated for health extension for Sub-Saharan Africa for February 2011. I just have to accept and confirm, and increase my experience with AIDS/HIV.
When I returned, after doing a little jig at the bottom of the stairs to the theater, I high-fived John and bounced joyfully in my seat. And then suddenly I got scared. I told John my fears of machete crime and not knowing what I'm doing. He reassured me with "Katz, you have wanted to do this your whole life. You're tougher than you think. Get over it." I'm pretty sure John just wanted to shut me up during the prevews, but just like that, I did get over it. Well, for the moment, anyway. I still have 11 months to mull that over.
My status:
I have been nominated for health extension for Sub-Saharan Africa for February 2011. I just have to accept and confirm, and increase my experience with AIDS/HIV.
When I returned, after doing a little jig at the bottom of the stairs to the theater, I high-fived John and bounced joyfully in my seat. And then suddenly I got scared. I told John my fears of machete crime and not knowing what I'm doing. He reassured me with "Katz, you have wanted to do this your whole life. You're tougher than you think. Get over it." I'm pretty sure John just wanted to shut me up during the prevews, but just like that, I did get over it. Well, for the moment, anyway. I still have 11 months to mull that over.
Monday, February 22, 2010
March 1st
When my recruiter told me I would be finding out where I will be going on March 1st, he sounded apologetic. I, on the other hand, could only think, wow, March 1st is coming up so soon!
I didn't realize that those 4 weeks would take so long to get here...March 1st, where are you!?
I didn't realize that those 4 weeks would take so long to get here...March 1st, where are you!?
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Perfecting the Pancake
In recent days, I made pancakes for my friend, Brian. In an effort to make the perfect pancake, I botched an entire batch. I don't even know how to make them circular - not to mention the fact that I charred the chocolate chips and flipped the flapjack before it was flippable! An absolute mess.
Brian, so smug with his mouth full of imperfect pancake, said, "I hope the Peace Corps sends you to a village with restaurants!"
That hurt. Cut me to the core! Maybe my griddle cakes aren't always golden, fluffy or round. Perhaps my pancakes need some pizazz (wow, I'm really getting heavy with the alliteration...honing in on my Dr. Seuss skills)!
It's true. I'm in trouble. I need to learn how to cook...yesterday.
Brian, so smug with his mouth full of imperfect pancake, said, "I hope the Peace Corps sends you to a village with restaurants!"
That hurt. Cut me to the core! Maybe my griddle cakes aren't always golden, fluffy or round. Perhaps my pancakes need some pizazz (wow, I'm really getting heavy with the alliteration...honing in on my Dr. Seuss skills)!
It's true. I'm in trouble. I need to learn how to cook...yesterday.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Inspire me
The blizzard finally stopped and my cabin fever is rapidly rising. And the only prescription is more...reading (or cowbell...Hey, I could learn to play the cowbell). I finished my book of essays from returned Peace Corps vets and I'm jonesin' for more inspirado - anything to make me forget I'm in this frigid ice box waiting in limbo for some confirmation from my recruiter. Two more weeks.
My recruiter suggested I start following blogs of current volunteers. Amazingly, there is a website just for that.
My recruiter suggested I start following blogs of current volunteers. Amazingly, there is a website just for that.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Sittin' on the dock of the bay...
The blizzard of 2010 hit Maryland this weekend and I was excited to get snowed-in with my friend Katie and her family. The electricity went out mid-day and so instead of watching trash TV and eating junk food on the couch, we cuddled up under blankets and read books. Oh, but there was still junk food. Someone had to finish the ice cream before it melted all over the freezer.
So there I was on Kate's couch, reading the book of essays from returned veterans of the Peace Corps. After reading each essay, I couldn't help but feel a tinge of jealousy. Without a doubt, I am confident that this journey with the Peace Corps is exactly what I need in my life.
As thirty inches of snow poured down around us, I felt safe and secure. At the same time, anxiety crept in. I will be leaving soon. This no-electricity thing is only temporary here. My belly was full. The company was spirited, while we hummed Otis Redding's "Sittin' on the Dock of the Bay" (How appropriate!). Will I have this feeling of satisfaction while I'm gone?
Let's face it, I'm going to be peeing in a bucket for the next 27 months. My food consumption will be meager, simple and probably invariable. I will not be fluent in the native language and other Peace Corps volunteers would be in villages or towns more than 30 miles away. This isn't like being snowed-in for a weekend - it's a lifestyle for the next 2 years. It's scary to think about: can I really handle it?
My last winter in the States was overwhelmed with snowfall and deep thoughts. Since the Snowmaggedon hit Maryland with record-breaking snowfalls, I soaked in every emotion I was experiencing, if only to have some happy memories when I'm thousands of miles away from home.
So there I was on Kate's couch, reading the book of essays from returned veterans of the Peace Corps. After reading each essay, I couldn't help but feel a tinge of jealousy. Without a doubt, I am confident that this journey with the Peace Corps is exactly what I need in my life.
As thirty inches of snow poured down around us, I felt safe and secure. At the same time, anxiety crept in. I will be leaving soon. This no-electricity thing is only temporary here. My belly was full. The company was spirited, while we hummed Otis Redding's "Sittin' on the Dock of the Bay" (How appropriate!). Will I have this feeling of satisfaction while I'm gone?
Let's face it, I'm going to be peeing in a bucket for the next 27 months. My food consumption will be meager, simple and probably invariable. I will not be fluent in the native language and other Peace Corps volunteers would be in villages or towns more than 30 miles away. This isn't like being snowed-in for a weekend - it's a lifestyle for the next 2 years. It's scary to think about: can I really handle it?
My last winter in the States was overwhelmed with snowfall and deep thoughts. Since the Snowmaggedon hit Maryland with record-breaking snowfalls, I soaked in every emotion I was experiencing, if only to have some happy memories when I'm thousands of miles away from home.
Monday, February 08, 2010
Help me decide where to go!
So, my Peace Corps recruiter has insisted that I rank the following regions so that I may go where I feel most comfortable. Although a great idea, I am very indecisive in general and also I feel that I love to travel and I am willing to go where there is the greatest need, so I don't really ...care where they ship me...The regions:
(a) Pacific Islands
(b) Africa
(c) Asia
(d) Latin America
(e) The Caribbean
(f) Eastern Europe/Central Asia
(g) North Africa/The Middle East
Click here for a list of the countries the Peace Corps sends volunteers
Help a sista out! ;-)
(a) Pacific Islands
(b) Africa
(c) Asia
(d) Latin America
(e) The Caribbean
(f) Eastern Europe/Central Asia
(g) North Africa/The Middle East
Click here for a list of the countries the Peace Corps sends volunteers
Help a sista out! ;-)
Thursday, January 28, 2010
New Direction
Hopkins was a bust - but I am not completely lost. I have reactivated my application with the Peace Corps and I'm hoping to find out my status from my recruiter soon!
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
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